…for we walk by faith, not by sight. II Corinthians 5:7 (ESV)
Allie and I were talking about the peaks and valleys of our spiritual journeys and how we are sometimes baffled about what we should do next. It seems that not all pathways are sunshine and light but that darkness and shadow intrude when we least expect them. And then what do we do?
A dear saint described her mundane life caring for her elderly mother who had Alzheimer’s. In listening, one would think she was living in an extension of heaven rather than the confined reality she had lovingly embraced. For several years she tended to the needs of her childlike mother, leaving the house only to do grocery shopping. And yet, she, too grappled at the end with uncertainty about the next steps.
Allie said she has learned to, by faith, take the next faithful step. Sometimes that may not be anything inspirational. It may be as simple as running an errand or doing a chore, but it is part of the journey, and the very act of going opens into discernment and direction and joy. For the sainted daughter, it was simply to put her trust in God to work through her mother’s physician when the time of uncertainty arose. God affirmed her with his peace.
For me, the next faithful steps are often actions that have taken me out of myself to see God’s face more clearly instead of my own confusion or self-orientation. Sometimes we make the Christian Way too difficult when we should just be moving on doing what we know to do and trusting God to do what he’s promised to do.
Father, thank you that you’re in charge, and we’re not. Help us when we’re unclear about what we should be doing. Cause us to move out knowing that you will be with us, and that you’ve promised to lead and guide us in the way you’d have us go. In Jesus’ name. AMEN.